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|  i love you derek ryan schaar
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derek and i are doing great.. hes absolutely amazing! words can't even describe.. he had his surgery last week so he's doin pretty good right now.. he tore pretty much everythin in his knee like his acl pcl mcl and meniscus i think.. but he's doin pretty good.. been takin him to physical therapy and doctor appts since he cant drive for a month.. i love seein him every day.. being with him is like christmas everyday.. even tho its august right now..
anyways.. the california crew : jonathan, maggie, jordanne, aleck, kristian, jakob, brandon, allyssa, sarah, and matthew were all here for like a week and a half and they left today.. im gonna miss them!! but derek and i are probably goin to visit them around christmastime so it'll be freakin sweet! i love them! its such a big family.. 8 kids!!! i don't know how jonathan and maggie could handle it cuz i can't even handle my own little brother haha
welp, im outtie cuz im tired and im gonna watch tv before i go to bed..
 i love you derek ryan schaar
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| hey everyone sorry it took so long for me to update but my computer is being retarded now and i don't hve internet on my laptop now for sum reason and my actual computer is like slow as molasses so right now im at danas house chillin in here.. sorry about the last entry.. but all is better now so im really happy! its just the fact that my mom HAS to be overprotective and wait for me when i come home at nights and there was too many restrictions tht was making me insane and i talked to her for like 3 hours about it one night and i thought i had it all planned out that everytime i would go someplace i will call her and tell her that im there safe and she can go to bed since she has to work all the time and she was like ok, thats fine.. just call me and let me know where ya at so i won't have to worry about you as much.. well that was goin along good til tonight... she told me that i had to be home like around 10 1030 and i thought that was kind of bullshit cuz i mean come on.. when ur hangin out with ur boyfriend and ur friends, u don't really want to be home early.. so i was kinda pissed at that so i told my mom that i would just stay at danas house then since our plans for tonite was to hang out at dana's boyfriend, alex, house so she said ok.. so now i gotta convince my mom again that i am 18 years old and i shouldn't be treated like a freakin 14 year old... so yea.. im gonna talk to her and everything is gonna work out just like it was.. anyways!! volleyball coaching is over for me and softball for tc sluggers is basically over but we just play cambridge on wednesday nights so its not that bad.. and hangin out with the love of my life has been an absolute blast! i love you derek ryan schaar!! today him and i was at his moms house playin softball with his little sister and all of a sudden he decided to get a squirt gun and squirt me with not just water but ICE water and omg.. it was freakin cold!! but it was so much fun and he helped me paint my grandmas house and some landscaping so that was kewl.. i love him.. i can really see that he's the one for me.. =) well im gonna go cuz dana is gonna pimp my xanga so i will tlak to you all laterz.. | | |
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| I just wanted to tell everybody that when Derek tickles me. When I laugh I sound like a goose!!! | | |
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